nak bace tekan....tanak sudah.....

ahahahha...at least korunk takan kan utuk bacer entry nie....cam poyo jew bender aku nak citer nie...aku nak citer pasal interview...macam ko sorunk jer penah gi interview shaheera..... ADE AKU KISAH..... nak citer jugak.... walaupun cam tak ramai un irng yg nak citer pasal iv diaorng.... ker aku yg ta penah jumpe maner2 orng citer pasal interview....okay jum stat stori mory....... ari senin tue gie cari kasut ar...kan...as usual lah...kasut yg aku nak tue sokmo tader saiz.... nak kater kaki eden nie kecik tak lah jugak...saiz 6...ok2 what... tak besar sgt..tak kecik sgt.....abes satu kedai the store kat shah alam jugak lah cari kasut... kalo tader saiz tak berkenan plak.... and my father plak dah lapar...( my mother and sister know what happened if my father were hungry when we went shoping...right sis???...) at last amek jer lah maner2 pun..lawa lah jugak kasut ue.... gambar?? kasut tue dalm keter ar..mals nak snap pic..... hehe dalam maser yg same dpt jugak new wedges kan......huhuhuhuhu......
on the day of iv..... nak cari tempat tue susa jugak lah kan.... sampai gaduh jugak lah my parents kan....last2 i call jer pejabat matrik tue.,,

akak matrik tue: hello..bahagian matrikulasi...
sayer: hello...sayer nak cari tempat nie..kat mane erk... ( dush...sopan tipu....)
akak matrik: luper ar ayat dier.....
sayer: ayh..tue bangunan tue yg hijau2 tue.....

so..kalo kall dari awal kan senang... i arrived there sharply at 8.30 a.m.... aiyo..... tips iv besernyer cakap...be on time.... ok sayer sgt bernceb baek sbb MY BFF,,,mimi,,,sanggup tgg sampai i sampai kan...TQ MIMI....SAYANK KO..... dah tue ...amek restu dulu cepat...cium jer pipi mama tue cam aku sorunk ade mak...biar ADER AKU KISAH.... naek lew tmpat tue... and both of us yg terakhir kowt masuk meeting room tue.... beselah..name un orng last kan....mmg seyesly seme orng tgk kan.... dlm meeting room tue cam ader plg kurang 50 people..so drb duer so hundred of eyes watCHING us lah kan..okay should minus four....faham2 lah kan......
after that..dok menunggu lah nak di iv oleh panel2.... mmg takdir aku kowt...kalo bender2 mcm nie...aku dapt last2...mmg lame la kan nak menunggu....sabo jelah..orng kater last2 nie best sbb tukang iv tue dah penat and mals.... tpi nak menunggu n yer YA ALLAH....busan+ bedebar kowt.....

okay time menunggu tue berchit chat lah ngan bebraper kolej mate yg tak penah jumpah kat kolej dulu kan... and aderlah jugak dari kolej laen...then ader sorunk dak laki nie ..dari kolek kat jengke...said something cool to us....

bdk laki tue: " buat aper nak takot....nervous ker tak kiter tetap kene masuk dalam bilik tue"

samapi turn sayer...belagak cool je kan.... dalam ati cam rase nak tercabut jantung nie kowt.... dalam perut nie butterfly dah beranak pinak dah rase... masuk n duduk tuan dan puan meniv tue senyum jer...okay butterfly dlm perut cam dah kene sembur ngan bygon or ridsect..... aku un senyum jer sepanjang interview tue..nak tau aper aku cam tyme tue.... ntah..dah lupe dah....byk gelak jer aku arse..n bayk kali gak arr orng tue try nak wat aku cam bile maser aku berjumpe ngan JUNG YONGHWA...atau LEE MIN HYUK kan...... tpi aku dapt jawab jugaklah kan.....

tue jer kowt sal iv aku...tader aper2 menarik un..tapi still korunk tekan link nie kan n bacer sampai abes kah...ahahah...sajer jer buang maser korunk.....

mlm nie tetibe plak ader strange number mecej me kan..apekah,,,,what the... he knows my childhood nickname..... saper plak nie..kali igt2 blek.... saper jer yg tau my new num... and only a few tau name nickname tue...aiyo..bile tanyer sape si bedebah jual my num nie..cakap tak cayer lah konon....HELLO..in case tuan yg punyer num 0133964695 nie terbacer my blog nie kan...mane lah tau tetibe awak dpt my num dr fb or blog nie kan tak pun dari YELLOW PAGES ....walaupun sayer tak expose my num kan... mane lah saye nak mcej awak kalo sayer tak pasti awak nie STALKER ke tak...dun't u ever heard of the quotes "NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS"..
so mmg sayer tak layan lah kan mcej awak......

P/S : lepas terbacer satu artikel kat majalah DARA... saye makin suker plak gune ayat ADER AKU KESAH....tpi hanyer digunekan atas ayat2 dan hal2 tertentu...
.....aper ar..NCIS lam malay....cam pelik jer....

28 / 06 / 2011

1. resume ???? - check
2. baju - check
3. tudung - check
4. kasut - tgg abg beli... mean 2morrow bru dpt la kan.....harap2 vincci..hhuhuhu... evil face
5.preparation....
- about matric division - check
- academic question - bloody not yet

woah.... the day after tomorrow was really a big day... i cant say i'm nervous or not.... but surely i didn't study at all for the academic question... i'm soooo not ready for that. all i do just thinking the answer for some quite popular question that may be ask.... and the answer was in malay... how am i supposed to say that in english...i'm not that star in speaking english..... man... don't know what gonna happened.... but surely many people have high expectation from me... i'm just what.... maybe 60% ready for that interview.... surely lah... not me only jer kan on that day.... aiyah.... i regret not study in these few days.... surely regret so much..... but i didnt care at all... i have usm already maa.... and its more better than this option...i think!!! but if i get this..maybe i'll think twicw...or trice...maybe..... not gonna hope so much on this......

and today my brother call me..asking for my shoe size..... i'm like.....waaaaa... my brother gonna buy me shoe...!!!!!. as i'm concern or remember..he never would do that before...this was the first time... what i meant here was..he never called me if i want anything....... well maybe he just got his first pay.....huhuhu.... that's the advantage u know when u have sibling that are many years older that u..... hoping for a VINCCI shoe.....huhuhu...yes i am a demand girl...... but i'm not MATERIALISTIC okaaaaayyy....... i love money..... but i love food and human more......

me + driving = P

hey peeps..... sperti tajuk di atas.... sayer dgn jaye nyer telah mendapt lesen P....ahahaha..walaupun sblum ini sayer sgt malas nak pegi institut memandu tue...tpi akhirnye lulus jugak....alkisah nyer kan... pagi ari test tue kene bgn awal nak...aiyo...pkul 5.30 nak kene pegi dah.... set time pkul 5.00 tapi mama sayer yg early riser tue dgan selamber jer pegi bukak lampu bilik kul 4.30.... ( mak sayer kejut mmg guner care tue jer,,,, plg baek un dier pnggil namer jer...... maner ader tepuk2 nie) so...pegilah tempat test tue.... aiyoo...tader orng pun lagi...dptlah practice kejap.... dah tue nak stat test tue punyerlah lamer.... nak menunggu tu satu hal.... pans lak due hal....aish... sayer orng pertame samapi kat ctue... sayer orng last yg kener test.... naceb baek lah dpat abg JPJ yg bek... ( padahal dah ptang.. abg JPJ tue da malas....) tak taulah...tpi abg JPJ tue mmg nampak dah malas...ciap baring2 lagii..tak taulah dier tido ker tak.,,,pasal pakai spek kan... ahh blek tue mmg citer pasal nak beli keter lah kan.... stakat nie sayer tader dream car lagi...kuz tak ader duet lagi kan nak berciter2 nak beli...huhuhu......skarang nie tgh cuak pasal interview lak nie....aduh...takut ader test kaedemik plak...dah lah tak igt ape da nie... biler try bukak buku...cam tak paham plak dah.... aper pun buat yg terbaek jelah.....yg pnting kene cakap....cakap....



haha...... "Tuan srh sayer action....bkn suruh sayer ckp...." huhu....so cakp shaheera kalau ko nak tiket kapal terbang destinasi yg ko nak tue...kener ckp.........huhuh

second post on today....

heyp.....okay besenyer i only write new entry once a day...or once a week...tpie today i get really2 bored.... yesterday i dun feel bored at all as my cousins are here and qayra and qeez was here.... but tonight i felt kind of lonely....just left my father and mother....and i'm all alone in the room..writing my blog under the blanket...tonight is a bit cold for me....but i'm lazy to put on my sweater..... this is a life of the youngest child of the family....all the other siblings had gone mencari nafkah untuk keluarga....and i felt a bit lonely... ye...sayer nie bukanlah jenis yg rapat sgt ngan adik-beradik sayer...kalo dgn abng sayer tue...boleh kire braper kali kami bercakap sesamer...maybe sbb jarak umur yg sgt jauh... taderlah jauh sgt un sebenarnye....maybe sbb kiterorng tak slalu sgt jumper.... and maser i membesar dulu pun..i hardly met them...bucuz they stay in boarding school... and when i grow up at 13... they straight went to uni...so... i really hardly met the.....for my sister lak... biler cam dah besar ckit kiterorng cam jadi kamcing...maybe she thinks i'm older enough to be friends with..tpi bile kiterorng shopping mmg jalan sendiri2 lah...ntahlah...dah terbiase kowt...ye lah.. kakak an duk jauh nun disane...so dier dah beser jalan sesowang nie.... sayer lak...tnggl ngan mak ngan ayah,,,kalo carik baju nak ikut taste sayer ...mmg jalan sesowang lah kan..... amaklum lah bile adik-beradik ckit mcm nie.....mmg busanlah kan...tpi kalo mama sayer pregnant satu lagi....mmg menangis lah sayer... what 19 years apart baby from me... no way...... nie adik-beradik kandung sayer.......

hmmm...people says she the youngest in our family....that's not true okay......
nie plak abg sayer
yang diatas aderlah generasi y dalam family sayer.... kat dalam famly sayer ader jugak generasi z tau...... ye disebabkan ank2 parents sayer dah besar2 semenyer...parents sayer un decide untuk menjadi pengas uh kepade adik2 bkan kandung sayer nie... and that's make my parents children became six altogether......


dan bile ader diaorng nie..orng igt sayer nie anak sulung...... hahah..... kadang2 sayer gaduh jugak ngan bdak2 nie... tpi sekarang diaorng tak dtg rumah...sbb ibu diaorng tgh cuti..so that why lah ifelt really boring right now....

nak mcej ngan pakwe un ,,,pakwe lak tader...nak mcej ngan kawan un...susa btul nak balas,,, ye ar nak2 seme pakai maxis.....maner lah diaorng nak bals mcej sayer yg membosankan ini......

tajuk...tak tau.....

hey peeps... what you're doing...(sile bace dalam nada watak girl baju purple dalam kartoon phineas and ferb....).... okay.....korunk mesti cbuk ngan klas ...and all those lecture..... korunk tayah dengki arr ngan dak matrik yg tgh cuti....cuz walaopun kiterorng cuti but aper yg kiterorng dgr kat rumah nie adelah ayat2 yg berikut....;


1....adik...jemur kain.,,,,
2....adik...basuh kain...
3...adik...vacumm karpet...
4...adik..lipat kain...
5....adik...kemas rumah....
6...adik...masak....

okay....ayat ini biase didengari jika anda seorng anak perempuan...... so tader bender un an nak jelez.....
actually ini bukan topik utame entry ini...hahaha..beselah...bile ayat2 diats tidak didengari.... maka..walaupun bil elektrik bertambah bile sayerkat rumah.... tpi bil streamyx yg dibayar setiap bulan mane boleh disia2kan....ahaha....ok..mak yg bayar....

lapy kesayangan un dipakse bangun..walaupun baru jerp nak lelap kan...okay panjang sgt kowt intro entry nie.... okay mgg depan sayer ader test JPJ.... at last lepas beberaper kali aku merungut pasai nie...sampai jugak ari test...aku mals nak pikir sgt...bkn smpai aku tak dpt keje un an,...tpi at least arap2 lulus la kan.... nak cepat2 dpt lesen..tayahlah orng tue tu membebel lagi....

stu lagi yg wat me so nervous.....28 nie sayer ader iv ntuk pegi luar negare nie... ayo..y\tk penah pagi nie.... u know manerlah tau kalo dapt tuan iv yg garang kerp..yg tegas ker...... wa,,tak merase lah aku nak pegi oversea,,,,, nak pegi oversea..amek gambar kat uk tue....


pegi tmpat nie....

u know...i never went for an iv before...so i need to do some research..and do some practice kowt.... and disebalik iv nie...syaer igt i will never got this chance tau.. and sayer un dh cakp kat mama tayah berharap sgt lah nak kene panggil..... tpi. tak sangke langsung dpt surat tue...
as for this iv,, sayer un tanak berharap sgt kowt...sbb tak seme yg kiter harap akan dpt kan.... pengajaran nyer un dah ternampak kat dpn mater...sayer langsung tak berharap... maybe kalo sayer terlampau confident and terlampau berharap.. i will get extremely frustrated ka... so kalo tak berharap sgt tader arr terlampau kecewe kan cam dulu....hahhaha..... so needed to be prepared......kang maunyer dier tanyer soklan susa tahap dewe kang..and mulai arinie kene bacer paper setiap ari......and practice to speak english.....

sayer rase this will be an example kowt...brani jugak budak nie speak for her stand...tetap n ak kos tue jugak.... tue yg buat the tuan iv tue amek dier kowt...... so wish me luck....

and watching this..make me more nervous...