kalau nak bermimpi, biar mimpi sampai ke bintang, kalau tak tergapai, dapat capai langit pun jadilah.....

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

maser sayer ngah borink...

waaa...
saye ngah borink...
pastu saye men tgk jer vid2 yg ader akt utube...
tetibe sayer tertkn satu vid nie..
haha mengiggle jugak lh sayer...
pergh...
ta pnh mnt org cenggini ruper....
nie seme pasal bff sayer farah lah jie yg membwe virus nie....
hahaha.......

credit to farah.....this is for her.....

Saturday, March 20, 2010

hari yg biase.....

18/3/2010.
hari yang biasa...
going to kl today...
send kakak ke uia...
as usual bile nak trn kene bgn awal....mandi awal2...
wearing new shirt..
.just like any ordinary day....
finnaly sampai ke uia....
and the most hated thing in the world... menunggu..
.memandangkan kakak lame lagi dlm bilik beraircond tue...
me, ayah n mama menunggu kat luar....soo hot...and my mouth keeps munching all those unhealthy food...
5.08 pm....
waiting in the car alone....mam ngan ayah menunggu kakak yg tak keluar2 lgie....
alone...hearing my mp3...with super junior sorry sorry song...
and tetibe bunyi lagu take my heart berbunyi pasal fon ku...spae plop antar mesj nie...
kaco jer nak layan lagu oopa...
so dgn malasnye daku membaca mcj yg sampai tadie....and....
its says...
"RM0: Frm Astrolife- You are the lucky winner for SUPER JUNIOR contest. Please collect your tickets at North lobby Astro on 19/3.."
ooooommmmgggggg.....oiam....one in a million chances of winning.....and i win...
cant believe this...
camner nie....btl ker nie....arghh tak pecaye,,,,nak bgtau farah ke tak.
..camne kalu bende nie tipu...tapi sms nie astro yg antar...
omg... ok cool...
so told my mother... mama was like btl ker nie...
ok.. so call astro... and it was all true...
and ape lagie...time to get permission lah....
and wass so happy when ayah kater,,,pergilah amek tiker,,,
dat time...
kal farah....and she her reaction was like getting 10a+...
and we start planning.....

6.30pm....
arrive at hotel.....
mama ngan ayah keep fussing about macm maner nak pegi...nak tdo maner...all those question that parent yg tak bagi pergi konsert akan tanyer,,,,
n ma parent macm dah bagi lah nak pegi tue...
but then i got a phone call from mak farah...
and both our mom talk to each other...
and their conclusion....
NO TO SUJU KONSERT.....
waaaaaaaa.....farah,,,,,
and when they said no...it means no.....

19/3/2010
and my caring father told me amek jelah tiker yg berharga RM458 tue...
so he drive me to astro...naseb baiklah tak sesat...
and still early when we arrive they.,, so
went there alone....
wait..and wait...
and finnaly the ticket booth was open..
there were few other winner there...
and they all will go to the kosert....
wa.....nak pegi jugak......
sedey giler maser amek tiker.....
tambh2 plop...bile...
pakcik tue amek gambr pewiiner....


and after dah amek....
blk ke ch dgn hati yg lulh punah,,,,
and bile smpai rumah...
bukak arr utube...
tknlah super junior......
aderlah pulak fancam suju smpai kat airport...
alah....tyme tu diaorg sampai 19/3....
n dieorg smpai ptg tue....
awwwww.......
sayer ader kat airport pagi tue.....
my sister naek flight pg tue.....
yer tarikh tu jugak.......
alawww.......

Sunday, March 14, 2010

sedey + happy + suju tickets

chapter 1 : sedey

the result finaly out...
not too bad...
not gonna tell wht it was...
well.
i was expecting more...
atleats more than that...
its my fault..
nobody tell me to sleep in the class...
nobody tell me not to burn the midnight oil...
although mama ngan ayah said they were not dissapoint and me...
i can tell...
just like me...
they were expecting more...
mama...ayah...sori adik tak dpt ape yg mama ngan ayah nak...
i'll try my best next time...
maybe if i study harder last time...
the result would be better...
and i feel worst when the time to fill up allsort of u application form...
all need 8 and above....
cross fingers... to get the chance....


chapter 2 : happy

hahahhahah...
its not what i expected....
sblm amek result hanye ader dua kemungkinan..
pertama...
result yg gempak...
keluar dr pgtu pagar skola ngan senyuman...
n my parent answering phone call with a huge smile in their faces...
kedua...
result yg tak gempak...
ader c and d....
and cried...
lepas amek result trs dashed out from the school without waiting
anyone else to know aboout my rsult...
and when stepping into the hall....
watching the happy faces of the stret a students...
and the princple were blabbering the unwanted speech..
just get even more nervous when my class line were so panjang...
and why do i have to be last on the line...
and that kakak..tak jumpe pulak my result...
sajer jer nak wat i nervous...
n biler dpt plak...
menggeletar....
nmpak cam byk a pun ader...
camtak pun ader...
breath...open it again...and count the a....
woah...woah....woah.... no c and d...
ok..... theres only a and b..
what....ok.....
woah never even touches a ever before in that subject...
ALLHAMDULILAH....
straight to my parents....
well no shed of tears on that day....by me...

chapter 3 : suju ticket...

waa...
wanted i so badly...
da siap diskusi ngan farah...
nal pegi n pujuk mak ayh belikan tiket kalu result...
tapi bila tgk tiket...
mak ai cume tggl yg lg mahal...
kureng btl...
n me and farah will do whatever it takes to win those tcket....
we are the hard die fans...
especially farah...
when i found out about any contest bout suju...
she was sooo excited...
and its fun to have her.....
she understand how i want the ticket as she are...
and mimi even said fighting,,,,
woah...
i never wated to go to a concert so badly before in my life...
but...
please for once...
I WANT THAT TICKET....
waaawaaaa `sigh'
so whoever have 2 ticket to suju konsert and cant make to there..
please give it to me and farah..please....

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

ooooooommmmmmmmmgggggggg.....

hahah..
lusa ni big day....
not so nervous...
tpie biler difikir2...
nervous balik...
so hiburkan hati dgn meliht oppa2 SUJU yg cute nak mati tue...
still tyme sayer tgh2 best2 tgk dieorg..
ader plak yg interframe tanyer..
" camner.. dah ready ker???"
ueghh...
hate that question....
so..
redha jelah dgn aper2 yg bakal belaku..
arap2 lah dpt membw senyuman kat mam ngan ayah..
cam kaka pnh wat dulu....
haaa...
relax.....
bln nie byk bejalan....
johor..
pinang...
ktn...
so pnt...
n kezen plak nak dtg...
napelah tyme2 nie plak nak dtg..
nande,,, nande...
weiyo...weiyo...

Friday, March 5, 2010

i'm sad and felt guilty

i'm sad when it comes to this...
wanna cry everytime she talk about this...
there nothing i can ever do yet...
and all this time.
i keep bugging them her with small matters...
it hurts when i hear it...
i want to help...
but still didn't do anything...
i'm still upsetting her...
and keep asking her the same thing..
what can i do to lighten her burden...
well...
what just i can do for now...
just stop being like a child who cried when she didnt get what she wanted....

Monday, March 1, 2010

all about love....and music....




and the magic word... thank you




p/s...i'm not psoting this becuse i like suju...but the song the girl sang ok....huhu
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